Am I a Good Course Rep

                I volunteered myself to be da course representative on the 1st day of my uni life. No one disagreed nor repel my request. Perhaps this's the Malaysia's culture. And perhaps with the existence of competition, I won't screw up my competency as a course rep, and would surely appreciate my chance as a course rep better.

               No one ever curious to ask why did I eager to be the course rep. , but they show immense respect to me. Well, I eager to share with you why I did so. For one main reason: Minority must lead, otherwise, information may not reach to us(Chinese/Indian) efficiently. This was my first thought, and it was that thought that have fueled much of impetus to be da course rep. So, that's why! Sounds too POLITIC? or TOO NOBLE da cause? LOL~ It's real.

               Basically, what I was doing and am still doing is 1. Arrange timetable such that no clashes between any two lessons and also in the way that everyone is happy about the arrangement I made 2. Get notes from lecturers and make copies for course-mates  3. Keep course-mates informed about the changes/announcement made by lecturers or department/faculty

              I wasn't satisfied with my own performance in last semester because I always absent from lectures, came late 10 minutes, and often slow in giving out da lecture notes. I felt bad about myself, partly because ppl felt bad about me. I mean da Chinese(my frens). Their opinions about me really matters and affect me in a way you couldn't imagine. I made mistakes. I was sorry. The most sorry thing was I had conflict with two of my Chinese course-mates. It wasn't wanted by me. I would say I am weak at wearing mask in front of somebody that I don't like. But then, that two guys did teach me something-DO YOUR WORK & ppl won't find excuses even they hate you.

              Fortunately, I have faithful friends who back me up. They never say a thing about my mistakes, they just support the right things I did for them. I really appreciate that. But I demand a change in myself too.

             My sem II started 2 weeks ago, so far, I think I have done well. Really thank to my course-mates who have been very co-operative with me, and most importantly, giving me the 2nd chance to be THE REAL ME =)    
Contented ^^