Monday, January 9, 2012

9th January 1991

Was the day I first opened my eyes,

Drawing the first breathe,

and curled my lip when I first saw my mother,

According to my mum's description,

For her,

I am the best gift ever to her

I wasn't bornt with a silver spoon in my mouth

An ordinary family that faces uncommon challenges, problems etc

Though here it is named BLOG that one suppose to write everything, perhaps

I decided to keep some of these bitter moments to myself

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Today

When I look back my 21 years on Earth

I saw CHANGES in me

I saw SACRIFICES made by my mum

I saw LOVE poured by so many family members & relatives

So,

One can safely define the formula, that is CHANGE = SACRIFICES + LOVE

I leave the explanation of the formula up to your own understanding and imagination

In fact,

Today I shouldn't be writing much

Coz I am going to have exam, ON MY BIRTHDAY

What a coincidence
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I have entered the age of 21 years old

The awareness of "Time is gold, Life is short" often fuel me to do MORE

that spur me to ACHIEVE better

I spent some time of reflection yesterday before sleeping

The question that I asked myself yesterday was...

"Why am I doing what I am doing?" (that includes WHY study, WHY activities, WHY talk in this manner, WHY I think in this way)

Thanks God I found BACK the real cause

That what I am doing and will still continue doing,

is because of MYSELF and my MUM, my family, my relatives who have been supportive to me, (or as a whole, FAMILY)

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I knew in my next several decades down the road

I will be still committing DIFFERENT mistakes,

Falling down but raising up again,

But isn't these barriers that put life into test,

Thus refining, perfecting this life?

As long as you are not committing crimes,

Every mistakes you made in life will be stepping stone towards better self, better tomorrow

There is an occupation one can do without entering into University

Architect of Dream

I am a dreamer,

What you have witnessed in me,

Was the product of my dreams,

Was that particular dreams that I made years ago.

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I shall continue to dream

and live up to my dreams

The good thing is that

inside my dreams

You, my dear friends, brothers and sisters,

are part of it

We are going to get there

TOGETHER
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Whispered,

"Happy birthday, Chia Chun."

Adieu!

3 comments:

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  2. fast fast zam cha for me...LOL..

    我觉得你nama samaran叫“Max”真的不是白取的。
    这么一个powerful的名,是你想成为的自己。
    但是在“Max”底下,你依然还是“家骏”。
    结果你时不时“家骏”不解为什么“Max"要这样要那样,到底为了什么。
    “Max”又会用自己的精神去说服“家骏”。
    从blog的结果看来,你的过去始终逼你成为你想要成为的Max。
    有些地方你没有办法很“家骏”,让你陷入反复不停的迷失。
    正视你迷失的原因,让它得到平衡,你的生活会更完整。
    时不时回到简单的“家骏”吧=)

    wei...口水干了,茶ler? XP

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  3. 路过……表示认同楼上的想法=)

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