I Want to Remember

I want to remember the many months I have to live below my means to pursue a dream

I want to remember that my mum was my pillar of strength, but I will never ask her for any form of help

I want to remember how I lie to friends who only have the interest of knowing what I'm doing but never genuinely care for me

I want to remember how I tried so hard to avoid meeting as many known friends as possible, because I felt ashamed to confront them and telling them stories of my odd journey that I'm embarking

I want to remember all the mistakes that I've done so far, which would only serve as unforgettable lessons that would reinforce my path to success

I want to remember the seemingly lonely, endless nights that caught me to reflect about myself & my own life, my previous relationship & my future

I want to remember that the feeling of nobody came & asked about myself

A life of solicitude destitutes of appreciation & recognition

I want to remember that it is this tormenting feeling that made me to grow into a desirable character someday

Someday in the future, as when I look back at who I was today, I could contentedly say this to myself

"Taking an entrepreneurial journey at a very young age isn't for everyone & is definitely not easy, but I succeeded because this is what I'm borned to be."

I will never give up.