Self-reflection, used to be one of my favourite past time, has been ceased some times ago & is now resuscitated from dormancy. Looking back my two & a half times life, I was both equally relieved & shocked by myself. I just got to realize that many things that I had planned earlier didn’t go accordingly to the said plan. Recently, I am busying with Uni stuffs like preparing documents, certify documents, finding relevant information about my Uni, my course, busying buying things, the paraphernalia, & finally packing. It is common for people like me of ad-hoc mindset to rummage things in the wardrobe & cupboard. And so I found a notebook that I owned in KMJ. It contains my HOLIDAY PLAN inside it. SOunds WoW, but don’t have the sense of accomplishment. For example, I thought of learning MS Power Point(an essential part of presentation when in Uni), but somehow I didn’t translate it into action. Then, I also failed to learn about financial management & economy, which I was so wanting to do at the beginning. The reasons for the deviation may be vary, & I’m so embarrassed to reveal, ha. Let bygone be bygone! Fortunately, I must admit that I have fine, meaningful & memorable holiday with my friends & the great part was that I didn’t spend much throughout the holiday (if compared to my friends of course hehe). Therefore, it’s easy to conclude in this way that fond memories are not necessary earned by spending lavishly.
19 June 2010, a major event happened & marked the beginning of personal maiden voyage to University of Malaya (UM). I’m grateful that I was offered mechanical engineering by UM. My destiny awaits ahead & I could hear welcoming cheers echoing from the future. Tomorrow, is Saturday, & tomorrow night 11pm I will be leaving my hometown for once again. I could not describe my feelings how exactly they were. However, I am fueled & thrilled by the uncertainties lie ahead of me. People say Uni life is relaxing. I really wanna put their words into test. On the other hand, I knew my nature quite well that I won’t be as relaxing as others will. I am created in this way, sorry. Ha! Mechanical engineering is not an easy course & definitely challenge me to the core. But just like how the greatest diva of all time Celine Dion sings out my will in the chorus part of "Power of Love":
19 June 2010, a major event happened & marked the beginning of personal maiden voyage to University of Malaya (UM). I’m grateful that I was offered mechanical engineering by UM. My destiny awaits ahead & I could hear welcoming cheers echoing from the future. Tomorrow, is Saturday, & tomorrow night 11pm I will be leaving my hometown for once again. I could not describe my feelings how exactly they were. However, I am fueled & thrilled by the uncertainties lie ahead of me. People say Uni life is relaxing. I really wanna put their words into test. On the other hand, I knew my nature quite well that I won’t be as relaxing as others will. I am created in this way, sorry. Ha! Mechanical engineering is not an easy course & definitely challenge me to the core. But just like how the greatest diva of all time Celine Dion sings out my will in the chorus part of "Power of Love":
"…We’re heading for something
Somewhere I’ve never been
Sometimes I am frightened
but I’m ready to learn…"
Somewhere I’ve never been
Sometimes I am frightened
but I’m ready to learn…"
My life will be changed, that’s one thing I am sure of. People say University is the place that corrects you in the gentlest & humblest way. So be not afraid of making mistakes in this brief 4-years time of learning. 
Gonna say goodbye & enjoy the last moment of lying down on my bed. Hope everything is fine. 1st of July: to you who knows the significance of this day, my dear. I enjoy eating with you. I know you might have baffled by the unpredictable certainties, but one thing you can be certain of me, that is I am always here for you. I am here to hear your innermost voice. Till here, see you again.
Gonna say goodbye & enjoy the last moment of lying down on my bed. Hope everything is fine. 1st of July: to you who knows the significance of this day, my dear. I enjoy eating with you. I know you might have baffled by the unpredictable certainties, but one thing you can be certain of me, that is I am always here for you. I am here to hear your innermost voice. Till here, see you again.
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