I AM WHO I AM

Today, in the class, my classmate suddenly come out with an idea, "When you want to sit for the motor test? We can take the course together, if u have no objections". He do remind me. Well, I agree with him and state that we can have it during the long and tedious holiday as reply.

 

I have grown up, near 20, and then near 30, in a glimpse, I will be an old guy. How is the ending, Only GOD knows. HArd life I experienced right now, I wondered what will it be in next few decades. Since I stepped into adolescence age, various kind of factors and situations keep on jeopardize my happiness, lead me to stay in silhouette! My teacher said before " Sun is the generous thing in the Universe, it symbolizes happiness. If you want to be happy, then you must not always stay in the shade. Move a step out from the shade and you shall feel the joy." Yeah, in fact, we must strive for happiness, not being passive and waiting it to come for us. Sometimes, a small "obstacle" could baffle my mind, trapped me into despair. Fortunately, my optimistic attitude usually bring me back from the darker side! At least, I have my freedom, which desired by many people.

 

Today, I have my training in school. Teacher trained me patiently, I can feel it! He instructed me to run 300m within 50 seconds. I obeyed! I completed sets by sets, like wat he want me to do. I managed to do the time, but at the same time I suffered "lemonade" on my both legs. Seem to lost of energy and support! And I know my stamina drop! Perhaps all these failures have a close connection with my confidence. I LOST MY CONFIDENT! Because I AM WHO I AM. WHO AM I? I WAS ONCE PENANG CHAMPION?(2006) then why I despise my ability? because you are competing with seniors. Ya! Is this an excuse? I am who I am. It waned my confidence! I am who I am, who dont have a single chance to combat with seniors. I am who I am, who dont have so much energy and stamina. I am who I am, who no longer entrust my ability but luck? I shouldn’t said such thing to myself. Now I am cleared that, "I am who I am" this phrase could not gauge one’s ability, it could only results in lost of "destiny" and bring one’s improvement to a standstill.            REFRESHING… I am who I am, one who fight gallantly in the "battlefield"! I am who I am, who possessed full confidence in my soul! I am who I am, always go through difficulties to gain success or miracle! I AM WHO I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!